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Kageyama Shigeo ([personal profile] centile) wrote2022-12-03 10:31 pm

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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-11 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Each worry is like a pulse, and Robby takes it in quietly. It stirs his own worry, but he can bat it down, telling himself (telling them both), it's okay, it's okay. He's never thought himself a beacon of calm, but he knows how emotions can bubble, burst--he knows what this world is like with them, and how distress can lead to a corrupted mine.

He's glad when he finally sees the pair. Shibe gets a quiet "Hey there", a fond thing, and a tone that lingers as he hears Mob speak. ]


You're good. You wanna keep walking? [ He nods his head back, and, it's not really the question he wants to ask, the one he's unsure of. Does Mob want to walk near him, or for them to keep their distance? He hopes that Mob will say something, though his feet itch underneath him.

It's Lucas who goes up to Mob instead, regardless, as if having an answer to whatever happens. An exchange of omens, with the creature's eyes dimming in their light as it looks up at Mob by his legs, before rubbing its head against one.

It's a being of smoke--what does it have to fear of explosions? ]
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-11 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Robby can just reach Shibe's head where he's standing, so he does ruffle his head some. Lucas stands quietly after his own head bump, but he does lower his head when Mob's hand pauses in place, permission granted. Its head even showing more in its catahoula state, along with the rest of its body.

Maybe Mob wants to stay right here for now, so Robby mimics the other, lowering to rub the side of Shibe's face more. He's thinking about Ritsu, and those sparks he felt; the other boy's upset being reminded to him, a spat he thinks he can relate to.

But first: ]
Where's he now?

[ At home? Did he leave? ]
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-11 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Have a very receptive head for the time that good boy petting persists.

Even though Lucas -- or Luck -- knows as well as Robby does that gnawing worry that exists. A dulled one, a lid being kept on top, but that still pushes against their link.

This is what being on the outside of his dad drama must be like, Robby figures. Even without the link, the mood of Mob--and Shibe--is palpable, though Mob may be more muted than most people. But when it shows itself, it's meaningful, telling for how well Mob's usually not doing.

Robby can sympathise. It's not an intentionally directed feeling, but it's there. ]


About what?

[ He wants to know what's on Mob's mind. What's bothering him, along with everything else stated. ]
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-11 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Lucky Luck will shift just to sit down on his butt, but will remain very accessible. Robby listens, his hand resting behind Shibe's ears, but he's not using him as a distraction like Mob's doing for his omen.

He just listens to Mob, his small incense pot wafting where it hangs. ]


There's nothing you can do about how your brother's feeling. You can do a bond with him, but--he needs to be ready to listen, and you both need to understand each other. Maybe he's just upset about the bond. [ A pause, and- ] I don't blame him. He got mad at me a couple days ago.

And that's alright, [ he continues, before Mob can say or feel anything about that, reassurance firm. ] I'm some guy who's good enough for his brother to have a bond with he's been hanging out here all this time? [ His tone is mocking, but it ends there. ]

You two...still need to learn to speak to each other. You're gonna have bumps like this. Give him time--but keep letting him know you're there and want this to work between you, alright?
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-11 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well....the bow wasn't expected. He really didn't mind Ritsu being pissed at him, but he's been around Chizuru to get enough awkward bows that he can brush it off. Ah, to be a senpai...

But seeing as he's kneeling, and it seems they might be here a while, Robby shifts his weight some to get more comfortable. Paused for a moment, and there's a flutter--of something lonelier, a vague reminder of a father. ]


You do it because you want things to change, [ he answers, soft around the edges. ] That's what we wanted to do here, and what you wanted back home, right? It's not easy. But... it never was going to be. You have to deal with this too--people say shitty things when they're upset.

[ Even if they're true. There's that edge of a joke there, a tug at Robby's mouth that's not really a smile. Because this wasn't just about Ritsu's feelings, but how Mob was going to deal with it, and if they could make Mob's explosions any better.

He looks out towards the sea as he asks, ]
What do you think would happen if you let it all out? On the beach.
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-12 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think he does, either.

[ That, they can be in agreement of. But he's considering this next part carefully, his own idea. He looks at Mob's omen, then back to the boy himself. ]

We could see if it makes you feel better. I can move back. [ If Mob wants him to. ] But... you have the space. Maybe--letting it out can make you feel better for once.

[ There's nothing certain about the suggestion. Being certain would imply either of them knew, when they're both searching the dark about this. What will help, what won't? But that pressure in Mob--it's still there, even if he's pushing down on it.

The time before Mob exploded, it wasn't that big. They could be well on the sand, and nothing but that and maybe the water will get caught in it.

And maybe--just maybe--Mob might feel better. Wouldn't it be a good thing? ]
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-12 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Robby watches Mob as he moves away (with Luck in tow...don't want Mob to be lonely), a low level anticipation that swings in no particular emotional direction. What will happen? Will Mob feel any better? --but only doing it will find them out, so he focuses more on watching than thinking, feeling.

And there's the stirrings, both visually and inside, but--there's a block, isn't there? There's no rise of emotion like earlier, when he wasn't being asked to do this, and Robby chews on his bottom lip as Mob looks over to him.

He looks down at the omen beside him, a furrowed brow. Quietly: ]
Think this a good idea?

[ He has doubts, but he stands too. Uncertainty with him, but Robby breathes it down, speaks louder: ]

You don't know, or you don't want to? Your brother said he can't speak to you 'cause it's not safe. That didn't hurt? He's out there and he even won't let you help him -- and maybe you deserve it, right? You're his big brother, but he's the one who has to think about and worry about you.

[ He's laying it on, a harshest in his voice, and a force in his heart like indignation. A belief, because this is everything Mob's already told him. Robby steps closer ontoo the sand, but still with some distance between them. ]

You wanna be that brother? You think carrying that back home is better than getting it out now? You're a ticking time bomb--accept you're mad and get it out!
Edited 2023-03-12 10:42 (UTC)
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-03-13 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Before the explosion starts, it's like swallowing too much unintentionally: the emotions that push against their bond more, the memories, snippets, mixing with the feelings of the past and the present. They mingle with Robby's own, and he knows this kind of hurt. He knows hopelessness, pointed in and out, and feeling so incapable and stuck. You just want things to be better. You don't want (a mother) family to hurt.

(He might not know the feeling of being a risk to the world, but he knows about feeling isolated from it.)

The omen doesn't attempt to keep its form as the winds pick up. It's not emotions alone that pushed into Robby but the energy with it, that psychic energy--a force he's only ever been accustomed to under Mob's control (well, apart from the one time). He doesn't know how to exist with it, and it threatens to buckle him more than the rain and force. His protection is working; not to stop his vision blurry from the hail and the turbulent winds blowing, but there's an aura that keeps them off--maybe even Mob's psychic energy mingling with it, although it doesn't have to be unintentional.

Because what Robby used to is this tingling feedback, the manner it can help; and some part of him is remembering that, the times it's been used to protect him. A barrier, a buffer--he can't control it, wild as it is, unskilled as he. But it's an attempt, one that's in the back of his mind for what Robby can handle:

Emotions.

He's shit at them, in truth. He feels and cares too much and he's scared more than he ever likes to admit. But for as choking as these emotions are, Robby knows them. The sadness, the insecurity--he's been this many times at Mob's age, younger and older. His eyes water, his throat tightens, but he doesn't back away from them: Robby accepts. He doesn't try to smother them, soothe the pain, but in that intensity of their bond Robby feels to Mob what he can't say; coloured by his grief, but even so:

Let it out.

Luck can't be seen any longer next to Mob, but he probably isn't looking. But don't worry, if he does panic and think about the good boy--he slipped into Mob's warmblood necklace in the mayhem, his presence still felt. Hello, it's safer here...

Robby will need to keep down too, with the high winds blowing him over once. Let's hope that kneeling will help--and this protection.

Just long enough for Mob to get it all out. ]