They started to lift stuff off the counter and she just. Turned it off.
I don't trust how much control she has over you. Maybe you think that's a good thing, but you should be able to control yourself, not have someone holding your leash.
And I don't know. You're just... I know you can be a little passive sometimes. I just worry that you won't be able to stand up for yourself if it's a situation that isn't just the traditional kind of danger.
i do think it's a good thing, but i know it's cowardly its a problem i should have been able to solve by myself instead of putting on miss makima
it's just that is isn't only me. if i mess up again people get hurt because i wasn't in control enough isn't this better? now that can't happen again. miss makima will stop me before it can
that's true. i guess it just feels like it's something i should be able to handle better without this especially since it's worrying you and sunny so much
i don't think she'd do that though. she comes if i need help too when she stopped you from using the powers, were you losing control?
[just lifting stuff seems a bit much to turn his powers off like that, though maybe she thought he was losing control? or jun was? he really wants to believe the best here, but he also can't just dismiss jun's concerns.]
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did my powers do something strange?
she's helping me in case the worst happens
she's only ever helped me. sunny's worried too but i trust her, jun
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I don't trust how much control she has over you. Maybe you think that's a good thing, but you should be able to control yourself, not have someone holding your leash.
And I don't know. You're just... I know you can be a little passive sometimes. I just worry that you won't be able to stand up for yourself if it's a situation that isn't just the traditional kind of danger.
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its a problem i should have been able to solve by myself instead of putting on miss makima
it's just that is isn't only me. if i mess up again people get hurt because i wasn't in control enough
isn't this better? now that can't happen again. miss makima will stop me before it can
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... What if she doesn't let you use your powers when you need them? What if
[He can't put a finger on why Makima unnerves him so much. He has a good sense about people... the encounter with her was just too short.]
I don't trust her. I just want you to be able to be safe.
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especially since it's worrying you and sunny so much
i don't think she'd do that though. she comes if i need help too
when she stopped you from using the powers, were you losing control?
[just lifting stuff seems a bit much to turn his powers off like that, though maybe she thought he was losing control? or jun was? he really wants to believe the best here, but he also can't just dismiss jun's concerns.]
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How does she know you need help?
I don't think so? I was a little stressed and things were starting to float but it's not like I was throwing things around.
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[enough that he's going to take all this seriously, even if questioning makima like this makes him deeply uncomfortable.]
i can call her and she'll come? i'm not sure how to explain it
it's sort of like a bond, i guess. she just knows
i see. i can ask her
she hasn't had to do that for me yet, stop my powers i mean
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I just... don't really want her on my tail.
But interesting. I only know a little bit about bonds because of mine with Falco.