[mob could sort of guess it was going here, mostly because ritsu broaching the topic before. have a long few moments before mob is typing... will happen again]
ritsu brought it up. i'm a little worried about it though since our powers are tied to our emotions, and if we tie our emotions together i'm not sure what will happen
[also, really, he might just have a lot of trauma surrounding ritsu and his own powers, so... Complicated tm. needless to say he's been using the necklace robby gave him a lot to soothe]
you'd do that? what if you didn't like the bond and it was too much?
[ It feels...a tinsy weird to talk about. This is some magical emotional bond and magic will always have a strange element to it for Robby, but if he's honest--he's not as concerned about the bond as he thought he'd be.
At least, not in terms of who he's offering to. That, he's not so worried about. ]
you can sever a bond. if you dont like it we can do that but im okay with it. i thought about it and i thought about the discussions we had if you ever needed me for corruption or if your powers go out of control then ill feel it i said id help you and i meant it. i want to be there if something goes wrong if you wanna learn to hide stuff from each other we can. i wont question it. unless i think something is wrong but... if this can help you then i want to do it
[ ... ]
its your choice
[ He's not going to force it. And he can wait on a decision, even if waiting now for a reply is making him...semi-nervous...!! ]
[well, this is a lot to think about. which he does. he's still thinking about it with ritsu, what it would mean, if it'd be fair. because really he isn't sure about emotions. it seems unfair to force them on someone else when he struggles with them himself.
but they could sever it, and robby is the one asking him, not the other way around. robby's clearly thought about this a lot, robby's smart about stuff like that he thinks.
so after a few more moments he does get an answer:]
i wouldn't mind trying to see i'd be able to help you too, wouldn't i? i'd know if you were in trouble at least
[ Ah-- he doesn't mind trying to see. ...should they do it soon? Think about it more? Don't get nervous just because this is about weird ritual magic. ]
yeah. you can tell if theres something off with me too i get annoyed a lot here so sorry up front when you have to deal with that between trench being trench and all the family drama and then theres the homework i do and rereading everything dont know what thats gonna feel like
[ Maybe none of the feelings stuff will actually feel that bad? Even if he is semi-joking. ]
well thinking about feeling your feelings doesnt worry me so all we have to do is get it done. i know what we need and i can get them whenever ur ready we need to mix some ingredients including blood and some hair we need to do it in the evening and then leave it somewhere safe by a door or archway but it has to be somewhere the moon reaches then we have to finish it the next evening
having people around to watch strengthens it? but i dont know if thats just a belief thing but we can do it with company or just us
omens should count
[ Robby needs Mob omen's approval, after all..!!! ]
okay. i think i want to do it soon maybe we can ask sensei to come? or sunny?
[and then a beat before he decides to ask about something]
i'm a little worried ritsu's feelings will be hurt because i want to do this with you but i'm not sure about doing it with him yet i trust him and want him to be safer, but he's my little brother so i want to make sure it will be okay and safe first
[ Hm, the man he talked about bonds with or the very mutual friend that Robby has nothing to hide from. ]
lets ask sunny
[ But as for brother things... ]
ur worried because of ur emotions being connected to ur powers right? what if we could find something that could emulate a bond first. emotionally. jewellery prob exists he might still be hurt but you can still do the bonds any time. and as long as you tell him that
[no one here is being weird about getting bonds with certain people! haha...]
okay, i'll ask sunny later
yeah. ritsu has powers too and he's had to worry about mine for a long time that's a good idea. and this is a test too. i hope he'll understand but i'll tell him that too. ritsu thinks a lot and worries, that's how he is
[ Robby was texting back, but he gets that and has a little smile. ]
i know. i was joking but i trust you too we can keep each other safe here
can u get ash? ive got a bowl and i can get the red roses if u get 2 whites and we need a piece of hair and some of our blood. i can draw that when we get together
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ritsu brought it up. i'm a little worried about it though
since our powers are tied to our emotions, and if we tie our emotions together i'm not sure what will happen
[also, really, he might just have a lot of trauma surrounding ritsu and his own powers, so... Complicated tm. needless to say he's been using the necklace robby gave him a lot to soothe]
you'd do that?
what if you didn't like the bond and it was too much?
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At least, not in terms of who he's offering to. That, he's not so worried about. ]
you can sever a bond. if you dont like it we can do that
but im okay with it. i thought about it and i thought about the discussions we had
if you ever needed me for corruption or if your powers go out of control then ill feel it
i said id help you and i meant it. i want to be there if something goes wrong
if you wanna learn to hide stuff from each other we can. i wont question it. unless i think something is wrong
but...
if this can help you then i want to do it
[ ... ]
its your choice
[ He's not going to force it. And he can wait on a decision, even if waiting now for a reply is making him...semi-nervous...!! ]
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but they could sever it, and robby is the one asking him, not the other way around. robby's clearly thought about this a lot, robby's smart about stuff like that he thinks.
so after a few more moments he does get an answer:]
i wouldn't mind trying to see
i'd be able to help you too, wouldn't i?
i'd know if you were in trouble at least
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yeah. you can tell if theres something off with me too
i get annoyed a lot here so sorry up front when you have to deal with that
between trench being trench and all the family drama
and then theres the homework i do and rereading everything
dont know what thats gonna feel like
[ Maybe none of the feelings stuff will actually feel that bad? Even if he is semi-joking. ]
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so is homework
mine might be pretty annoying too
sometimes they can be kind of overwhelming
[just some struggling on how to word things. shockingly talking about feelings is hard for people who repress them 90% of the time.]
but people seem to like them, the bonds. people on that post about it seemed to
[even if the Being Known is deeply scary]
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well
thinking about feeling your feelings doesnt worry me
so all we have to do is get it done. i know what we need
and i can get them whenever ur ready
we need to mix some ingredients including blood and some hair
we need to do it in the evening and then leave it somewhere safe by a door or archway
but it has to be somewhere the moon reaches
then we have to finish it the next evening
having people around to watch strengthens it? but i dont know if thats just a belief thing
but we can do it with company or just us
omens should count
[ Robby needs Mob omen's approval, after all..!!! ]
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maybe we can ask sensei to come? or sunny?
[and then a beat before he decides to ask about something]
i'm a little worried ritsu's feelings will be hurt
because i want to do this with you but i'm not sure about doing it with him yet
i trust him and want him to be safer, but he's my little brother so i want to make sure it will be okay and safe first
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lets ask sunny
[ But as for brother things... ]
ur worried because of ur emotions being connected to ur powers right?
what if we could find something that could emulate a bond first. emotionally. jewellery prob exists
he might still be hurt
but you can still do the bonds any time. and as long as you tell him that
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okay, i'll ask sunny later
yeah. ritsu has powers too
and he's had to worry about mine for a long time
that's a good idea. and this is a test too. i hope he'll understand
but i'll tell him that too. ritsu thinks a lot and worries, that's how he is
thanks robby
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just how it is
but im cool being a guinea pig to see how you handle a bond first
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ill see if i can get the stuff today still
if not we can do it tomorrow
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especially here, everything is pretty hard already
okay, should i bring anything? i'd like to help
[and after a moment another message because he can't help it]
you're not a guinea pig either
i trust you must here robby, besides ritsu
and i hope i can help keep you safe too
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i know. i was joking
but i trust you too
we can keep each other safe here
can u get ash? ive got a bowl and i can get the red roses if u get 2 whites
and we need a piece of hair and some of our blood. i can draw that when we get together
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okay, i'll get ash and white roses
sunny says he'll come too