this should be a dream come true. he should be taking the time to feel things without fear, or exist without the insane pressure that came with the bulk of his abilities. he should be doing a lot of things but he feels off, wrong, ill fitting. a bit flat and stretched thin, not... really himself.
which isn't something he wants to think about, so he doesn't. and feeling things? turns out that's pretty scary still, even with powers attached. almost like there's something valuable to be learned here about repression, his powers and who he is. maybe!
he does like white space though. he wishes his powers made a place like that.
a place he's chilling out in until he feels a tug that sends him to the real world. he's confused, blinking up at the ceiling. what? it takes the alarm coming back to realize-
robby. part of him aches to feel robby worried about him because- well, he wasn't sure robby even wanted anything to do with him anymore. he's been wondering if he should ask to break the bond, but they haven't been talking at all and maybe part of him doesn't really want to. he liked having a bond with robby. he's selfish and childish enough to hope maybe things can work out.
he's been so careful with the bond it's strange to prod at it again. especially now, feeling so out of sorts, with no power to speak of. his power before made the bond easier to navigate, manipulate, but here he's so clumsy. muted in a different way than he usually is, less like a tight lid on building pressure and more like a frayed, worn cloth.
he just projects confusion as best he can, a question. why is robby worried? maybe in a moment he'll think to grab his omni but right now just having the bond open again is... it's good.]
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this should be a dream come true. he should be taking the time to feel things without fear, or exist without the insane pressure that came with the bulk of his abilities. he should be doing a lot of things but he feels off, wrong, ill fitting. a bit flat and stretched thin, not... really himself.
which isn't something he wants to think about, so he doesn't. and feeling things? turns out that's pretty scary still, even with powers attached. almost like there's something valuable to be learned here about repression, his powers and who he is. maybe!
he does like white space though. he wishes his powers made a place like that.
a place he's chilling out in until he feels a tug that sends him to the real world. he's confused, blinking up at the ceiling. what? it takes the alarm coming back to realize-
robby. part of him aches to feel robby worried about him because- well, he wasn't sure robby even wanted anything to do with him anymore. he's been wondering if he should ask to break the bond, but they haven't been talking at all and maybe part of him doesn't really want to. he liked having a bond with robby. he's selfish and childish enough to hope maybe things can work out.
he's been so careful with the bond it's strange to prod at it again. especially now, feeling so out of sorts, with no power to speak of. his power before made the bond easier to navigate, manipulate, but here he's so clumsy. muted in a different way than he usually is, less like a tight lid on building pressure and more like a frayed, worn cloth.
he just projects confusion as best he can, a question. why is robby worried? maybe in a moment he'll think to grab his omni but right now just having the bond open again is... it's good.]